Happy New Year!

People say that new year is new life, I say new year- less mistakes and more self-respect.

2021 had been very kind to me for the first and second quarters. Even though, Covid-19 is still lurking around, I had traveled and made some quick trips with my friends. Oh! I got vaccinated this year, so I feel I am quite protected, but still careful because this virus seems going to stay for the rest of our lives (like our exes).

I have set some major goals aside because I really don’t want to see myself stuck of something because I forced to do them, so I kept playing safe. But, I think I have done some small and big steps last year (I mean yesterday).

This blog was still a dilemma for me. I know I can‘t give some alibis here, but yeah, I just, you know, got lazy, perhaps but anyway. Next topic.

Oh, the last months of 2021 was very stressful to me. I think my mental health is being challenged. I got some problems back home in the Philippines because our house in Cebu was totally damaged because of Typhoon, Odette. So I had some regrets after that of which I won’t mention here, but I am keeping both my mental, emotional, physical and faith stronger than my fears and pains.

Last night, I decided to meet new year with a quite and alone way. I went to my friend’s house to eat and talked with them until 10:30 and went home. I messaged some family and friends back home, wished them for great life, read a book and then slept.

Today, I spoke to some people I thought I would never talk again with. What a life! You won’t really know what will happen in life. No one can tell.

I say this new year celebration was very calm and peaceful, and I am feeling that 2022 will be calmer for me.

I’m turning 26 this February, but I am still as me. I still can’t decide easily on some things in my life. I don’t know what I really want, but one thing for sure is out in my life this 2022 (which I am not really sure, but I am going to say anyway) , that is toxicity, whether it’s from other people, or from me. I also don’t want to see myself forcing something to people and I wish I’ll be able to accept rejections in my life, and of course, learn how to say no to people too.

Remember, be kind to people, and be kinder to yourself. ❤

Happy New Year! 🎉